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quoted from http://missysummer.blogspot.com

and there's Jasmine, my sugar darling. the one who arent afraid to be honest with me, the one whom i can speak to w/o having the fear to hurt her feelings. the one whom i always turned to when i have secrets to let go, the one, when i needed the listening ear and honest comment/advise, the one who always ready to go crazy with me, the one whom helped me through times, the one who sometimes knock sense into me and last but not least, my gossip patner.

she was the one that i hate when i was in sec 1. the one i assumed who behave like a bitch. but, fate brought us together, we were force to sit beside each other and from there, a beautiful bond were created. one time, she said i sucks, and i dont know why and how, i said the same thing to her. we both laughed and then became good friends. and thank god for that. cause it gave us a chance to get to know each other better and my impressions on her changed. and now no matter what people said about her, no matter if thousands hate her, i dont care, i will still love her and will still stand afirm beside her. cause they dont know her like i do. min2, you too are my everything.take care. i will always pray for your happiness.

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i was asked to drop by dah's blog and so i did. dah's entry was BRAVO. why? cuz my name ish mentioned in it. tis proves something, thou we haven been meeting or even exchanging msgs, she has not forgotten bout mie. loves ya, dah.

caught pirates on wed. it's nice but veri draggy. enjoyed my 2 seats but honey was uncomfortable with her ass on da seat for 3 hours while i'm comfortablely lying on her. muackiex.

swimming/water splashing/soaking at jurong swimming complex swimming/water splashing/soaking at jurong swimming complex with honey's friends with honey's friends. it was alright. not fantastic. da rain sucks. i happy enough honey bought mie along. headed down to clinic in da night with honey, leng and jess. i love da toilet sign and table manx. da table looks like a huge panandol to mie and it can sure last mie my whole lifetime. saw 1 of da guys from da grasshoppers and da 3 girls were like so ga-ga over him. lolx. tat's my 1st time seeing honey getting so high over a guy. YES, A GUY THOU HE LOOKS GAY. met up with hype peeps too. left clinic early cuz da music sucky and it's bored. nvm bout da music, i still love da toilet. went down to studio after it to slack and eventually headed home to slp.

 on our way to clinic

 i like tis pic manx

 in clinic's toilet

accompany honey thru sunrise for fri and sat but seems tat time passes realli fast. work dun suck with honey ard. i enjoy looking tat honey from wherever i am. observing her every move.

 honey sending mie to work

 tis ish wad

 happens when i

 get too

 bored at 7-11

sun was slacking day at eric's place after lesson. supposed to be bladding but we decided to watch pirates1 at his place instead. after it watched 300 while eric went out to meet his sis. i onli like da front part 0f 300.. *drooling* fell aslp halfway thru da movies. we blowed big big bubbles. honey blew a real huge 1 for mie -loves-stayed over at eric's place cuz it's already 3 when we felt tired. snuggled with honey on da small mattress. i love snuggling to keep warm. *cuddle cuddles*

 honey with bubble

 my honey and bubble

i'm growing veri attached to honey meaning i dun wanna be away from her. i wanna sticky sticky to her. HONEY I LOVE YA!! our 9th month anniversary ish coming and i'm looking forward to it. MUACKIES!!

sugarbaby

was at changi beach with da same ppl after dinner at ichiban. but i felt so leftout. if onli honey took my hand and walk with mie down da beach, along da waters. i did it alone. cant blame her, she's not a nature-person.

last night had a realli nice talk with honey. sorted out stuff with her with both tears and laughter. why ish it so hard to get someone to understand mie? i'm not perfect. i cant please everyone. if ya cant stand mie, juz out da door ya go. i dun bear grudges on ani1. i dun hate ani1 juz bcuz they hate mie. i dun isolated myself juz to please those who wanna boycott mie. i'm juz another human being who ish of no difference from ani other humans. others maybe right - i have no friends, i'm bad at human relations. so? does tat makes mie different? how many times have ya thot of how da person will feel when ya juz open ya mouth and start ya blar blar blar without da words going thru ya mind? for mie, it's countable. i know i suck at my attitude. i can change when i wan too but not when i'm condemned when i'm not even on my first step. tis entry ish not to seek for sympathy. they are juz my thots.

i've decided to go a diet. my tummy ish almost showing. i'm going to starve myself till i get back to my ideal weight of 50kg. i was once 50 so it's not tat difficult to back to it. juz 5kg to go and i'll be happy with having my height if 167 and weight of 50. honey ish stopping mie. i know she will. honey loves mie and will still love mie no matter wad happen to mie. but i wan her to feel tat bringing mie out ish not a disgrace or sorts. honey's complaining of herself too but i'm happy with wad she has. maybe it's juz da same thing after all. it's not da size, it's da love.

love mie and i'll be loving ya.

i've finally gotten my star tattoo on my ankle. da pain ish veri bearable and it feels good. i'm be getting more for sure. i like da musical note but where am i got put it? meiho was suggesting tat we 3 - lia, her and mie getting da same tattoo and i was like "tat's so xiaxue". i dun do dumb stuff tat she does definitely and i'll not sink to level of hers with stupid entries like hers will most probably turn everyone in da right mind off..

now i feel like a converse ambassdor with tat tattoo.. well, it's not complete yet gonna wait a while for mie to find a design to add on to it.. there are so many other places i wanna get inked.. guess i am really addicted to it.

i dunno if i shud love tis week or not cuz i'm like onli working on 2 days which means i have lotsa feel time. it's onli 4th day of da week and i've done da following. tell mie tat i'm too fun and offer mie a job - my ideal job.

<3 meeting up wif the girls - done
<3 out for movies - done
<3 clubbing - done
<3 pubbing - done
<3 get inked - done
<3 shopping - done
<3 attending lessons - half done

my ideal job shud goes as below :-
<3 salary - doesnt realli matter
<3 able to be loved
<3 being pampered
<3 able to cam whore
<3 getting hugs and cuddles
<3 recieving kisses 
<3 with onli 1 employor - 1 loving heart

da valcancy of da job has been taken proudly by mie and da job title ish DAWN'S BABY. hees. i'm missing her so much tat i came up with tis. HONEY, i miss ya huggies dry comfort.

yesterday she was so cute to start scaring mie after our movie - 28 weeks later. she pretemded to be a zombie and attempted to bite mie. so we had tis conversation.

mie: honey, if i becomes a zombie, will ya shoot mie?
her: yes, of course!!
mie: why?
her: cuz after shooting ya i'll shoot myself.
mie: i thot i can bite ya den together we can go bite other people!!
her: siao arhx!!!
mie: den if ya infected and ya still have a little of ya human sense left and ya sees mie in front of ya, will ya bite mie or attacking those trying to escape behind mie?
her: i'll run after them and chase them in da safe area then finally find a wall and bang my head into it.
mie: -laughs-

da conversation was so cute larx. honey, cute side hasnt disappear yet juz tat it's hidden up. honey has to do it if not she wun be able to get mie to stand still in da train and not jump or swing about. she's responsible for i am now, bcuz i wanna be a better person to match up with her. loves ya truckloads, my dear.

baby princess

i feel tat i've been over-sensitive lately.. it's realli horrible.. my mood haven been good too.. had a minor conflict with honey last night.. i cant slp.. guess it my LA period now so, it's lidat - hormone disorder.. haix..

i realli veri happy with honey came down on saturday cuz she's worried tat i didnt take my dinner cuz i'm low in cash.. thanks alot.. honey's really great to mie and sometimes i tink tat i'm not good enough for her.. sad-ed..

wad's on my mind manx? i kept on tinking bout stuff tat wun happen and i doubt myself in certain stuff.. why ish it so difficult for mie to understand myself? i'll be okae.. it's juz mind over matters..

tat bitch sent mie a msg on friendster to ask honey not to threaten to beat up her boyfriend.. fuck.. tat's like so stupid.. she mentiion tat if gt problem not happy, go to her not him cuz we are all girls.. tis ish realli making mie tink wad kinda person she ish.. wanna fight she also cant win honey de.. sore loser..

honey, i'm sorry for my words last night.. thru arguements, views are shared, love ish lost.. i cant go on losing ya love.. i wanna love ya and ya to love mie.. ya are all tat i have..

baby princess